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A passing... (update)

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 11, 2008, 5:01 PM






EDIT:

To top it all off, I am pretty sure that I just lost my main HD. It looks too corrupt for me to save data off it, and it will most likely need to be reformatted to work again. I am going to end up losing all my writings, music, most of my pictures, all the webpage files for Black Moon Galleries, pretty much everything that meant anything to me is gone. I am depressed beyond words, and even the meds I have for times like these aren't helping. I feel lost now, more than ever.

What more could possibly go wrong?

/EDIT

So, things have been crazy lately. Fall semester is starting up among other things, and sometimes it feels like there is no time for anything but school and work.

Unfortunately, there is always time for other, sadder things.

My pet parakeet (or budgie, for those who use the term) passed away today after I got home from class. She hadn't been doing too well recently, especially after losing the use of a leg to an infection. She had been extra weak the past few days and spent most of her time in the food dish so she wouldn't have to make her way over there to eat. I held her and kept her company last night. She cuddled close, electing to spend her last night on this earth with me, which I am thankful for. I buried her with her favorite bell and the treats she liked the most.

I had her for about eight years, and she was always a constant source of happiness and joy for me. The emptiness that her loss has opened inside my soul will not soon be filled.

Rest in peace my small feathered friend. May you soar above the clouds for all eternity, and I will see you once again, when my time also comes.

Take care out there folks.

-James-


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D&D (used to play 2nd Ed., but would gladly try the new stuff)
Rifts
World of Warcraft (Earthen Ring server)
City of Heroes (Champion server)
Civilization 2
Civilization 3
Age of Empires 2
Age of Empires 2: The Conquerors
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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Enya/Nightwish playlist
  • Reading: Gilgamesh/Beowulf/Sir Gawain and the Green Knight
  • Watching: Rocky Balboa
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: Sour Cream and Onion Pringles
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

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:iconwicasawakan:
Sorry to hear your 'keet passed. Listen to Broke Down Palace by the Greatful Dead. It cheers me up for such a slow song.

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:iconlindowyn:
Damn, hon. I know that feeling. Sorry to hear about it. :(

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:iconladytara:
I'm very sorry to hear that :( I had a budgie for 7 years that I loved deeply and then had to give him up, as it turned out my mother's 'asthma' was actually an allergy and he was slowly killing her. Life can be so damn cruel sometimes eh.

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:iconaraxie4:
I am so sorry for your loss. The loss of a pet is always tough, but I think they know when it is time. My Alice (a rabbit) was similar. She didn't feel well at all, she was actually in a lot of pain, but on her last night she spent the whole night on my lap and trying to sit on my shoulder like old times, cuddling and giving bunny kisses. We'll see them again someday, and I'm sure my Alice and my Poochanne will befriend her.

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:iconthe-elven-priestess:
I'm terribly sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. My prayers are with you.

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:iconmama-cat:
Oh James, I'm so sorry. It's rough losing such a sweet little friend. Our pets are alway such wonderful friends, never judging us. Big hug to you.

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:iconcelesta-darkide:
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All will be good in the end :heart:

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:iconnashben:
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Man, I'm not around dA a lot these days but I just wanted to tell you I'm really sorry for what you had to go through and to remind you that life always goes on! You'll get over it sooner or later! :hug:

Take care buddy! :hug:

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:icondarkraven1:
Thanks for the thoughts, bud. I appreciate it. :hug:

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O'Neill: What now?
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